16 hours ago
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Boom Boom Pow! ???????
I popped to the Zen garden today to think about things and stuff and what I should need to do to better myself. :( I am 24, depressed and derailed. I wish I have better judgment so I don't make the same mistakes over and over again. This Christmas, I wish for a peaceful state of mind, that's all. What's more important to me now are the people I really care about, to know where am heading, and to revive my carefree old self. I promised that I won't look for love....I believe it'll just come on it's own time, in it's own pace.
I also realized that long distance relationships are a total sore and they never work. Period.
To console my broken heart and bruised ego, I treated myself with a......ta dah!! SUPER PLATTER MEAL!! Screw the scale! :) yumyumyum!
And spent 2 hours sitting in this horrid traffic jam!! ugh! My arse was literally aching!
Anywaaaaaaaay, one more day to go before Christmas. YAAAAAAYYY!! I dunno exactly what were doin on Christmas eve. I'll leave that up to my sister. But I hope everyone will have a fantastic holiday!! Am goin to the beach tomorrow night! Be back on Sunday.